i really stress la recently.i scared i can't stand for it anymore...get insomnia everyday n i can't concentrate on my studies at all!who can help me pls..i really dun wanna be like that..vry suffer ar...n i know i'm wasting my time now,but just can't control.lolx. hopefully will be better tomorrow or what.left 20 days to go only~STPM~haiz.i'm sad,i'm down n i'm stressed!!argh!!no one talk to me in the house,i gonna bcm crazy d i think..
yea..finally smth has reached its end.now still sitting for stpm~but got one week break.hehe..so went parade today to relax!haha..like ppl just finish stpm like that.well,met 2 new friends today-ping n william..william asked me to join a course next month,thinking wanna join anot..cost RM350.lolx..it's expensive.haha.chatted for 2 hours there..till hungry..then gastric terribly..haiz..today kar ming n kheng heng's birthday..can't join them le..again i miss the sweet moment to spend with them.anyway wish them happy birthday ya!After Stpm going to have my brand new life..hehe..but now for me love is not that important.just hope that i can learn to be independent!The first thing i want to do right after my STPM is not enjoying!lolx.i wanna pick myself up!occupy myself with all the skills that a successful woman need to possess!i must make my life wonderful!be confident!I'll have my own company someday!first thing wanna do after STPM is practise my driving skills.haha.if not can't go anywhere n have to depend on ppl.so must practise practise n Practise!!then wanna learn cooking.haha.cooking skill is vry important to be good housewife.then still wanna continue reading but not reading all those stpm books la of cos.gonna read some books that can upgrade myself,searching online,learn website designing so that can help me in my businees later.haha,ya forget to tell that i'm not going to continue in bio field d cos i found that i'm not interested in bio at all.Well,wanna follow business n economic's courses.also must learn business management,if not dunoe how to manage my business later.lolx.then wanna learn japanese n korean language.it can be used internationally so i think it's helpful beside english.I think that this few courses can help me in my future business.then also wanna learn social skills.join courses,mix with ppl.meet more ppl.work part time,gain experiences from the olders!i'm sure i'll be more successful!wow..there are so many things i need to do after this,then i think i'll be vry busy.A successful person will never say she's free or boring!so i'm not free n i'm so busy!haha..this is the first step..well,relationship is smth hard to handle,so i think won't be dating so fast.when i think i'm mature enough then only date la.God will notice everything you need n god will give you the best thing!so i believe in God!well..wanna open my pathway towards success d!be confident!don't ever give up in your life!If you think you can.you CAN!
haiz..again i'm down..not dare to disturb my friends d..i know all of them are busy preparing for STPM~School life going to end soon.so must enjoy.i know i'm gonna miss my friends a lot.i've promised my friends i'll have a better life,so must be happy!well..wish myself n friends good luck in Stpm n happy always.pls keep in touch no matter what happen.i'm gonna miss you all vry vry much..really..
huh..Stpm is coming..i'm so stress!lolx!hope i can do well la..i really dun wanna destroy my own future!i dun wanna be affected easily~wanna fight for my future!ok,i think i'm not going to update my blog recently d..wanna save time to study for STPM~hey friends,let's work hard together ya..hope we can get good result together ya!anna,jen,chuk kuan n sum yee..let's fight together ya!!Aza aza fighting!!hehe..
well..this is my first time blogging.recently i've went through an incident.yea..i really felt very sad for it!!Sometimes i would like to blame God why let me went through such a big challenge.why God treat me so unfair?but now..i would like to thank God for letting me to know the truth.I know there's an angel that always protecting me n help me whenever i fall.i love God.however..i've learnt something..i found that we can't trust people so easily.the person you trusted so much will be the one who betray you someday.Dun let yourself hurt by others!well.,finally i found that i've a bunch of lovable friends!It's like the rainbow after a heavy rain.Friends..really thanks ya..i really love you all..you all give me support..care n love whenever i need you all..i'm touched.really.i feel myslef vry lucky cos i have many friends that really care for me n love me.i'll appreciate our friendship one!also,i'll keep the promise.i'll be strong.i'll stand up whenever i fall!trust me! i won't let you all disapponted one!muacks!Sorry friends..made you all so worried for me yesterday.just dunoe why i collapse suddenly.Anna..jen n chuk kuan..you all are my true friends.i'll keep that promise ya.chuk kuan,from now you must listen to me cos i'm the president of sor po's gang!haha.thank you mei theng for being there to listen to me n give me support n advise whenever i need you.Kar pui..thanks for your cares too n the song you sang for me last night!hehe..to all my other friends..i;ll be tough i promise.i'll be strong!love ya always..ok la..it's time for me to have my breakfast.Yeah today is my brand new day!the starting of my brand new life!friends..just watch it out!there'll be a brand new me!Aza Aza fighting swee yee!hope i enjoy the days from today onwards!friends,pls always support me ya!
