friendship??

well..i thought i'm having an entirely new life..vry happy indulging myself into the new environment.. somehow smth happened.n i thought friendship can be forever..n i really hope it can be forever..cos friendship really vry hard to build up..but i dun think everthing can return to the starting point..as i really dunoe how to face it.n i think i'm really changed.no more the 'useless ngui swee yee'.i always tell myself must be tough,must really learn how to protect myself.last time used to be so dependent,i swear it'll no more happen in my life!is 'NEVER'!now i know what i want n i'll strive for it no matter how difficult it'll be!i must attain success in my life.no FAILURE.no EXCUSES.