~UtaR~

again,nearly half year left my blog due to-----laziness!lol.
here to summarize my 'half-year' life..

after stop working at LLTC,i get offer from upu which made me soooooo disappointed.Upu offers me 'Math with computer application' which i really hate bout it=( sucks.
first,i hate math since form 4 n i stop doin math homework as well.
second,i'm bad in computer(can be considered as an IDIOT!) well,improved a lot after enrolled in Uni now.
Some more Sabah that far,i'll get homesick n i'll be missing my dear a lot=)
so only 'NO WAY' i can tell.haha.

n now,where am i??-----UTAR=(
the life here doesn't suit me.not challenging at all.i have no motivation to study,no spirit n no chemical reaction!argh.
Utar's slogan--Utar is my choice.
but for me 'Utar is my ONLY choice!haha.
well,everything is too late to regret.so gotta move on.gambeteh neh!

having finals in one week time.still so moody to study.n goin kl shopping next week!weeeee*.*
will study when IN MOOD.

~Life in LLTC

wow..it has been months since i updated my blog..there's not much changes in these two months.erm the biggest change is i'm not single anymore.haha.two lonely birds(me n mt) finally indulged in a relationship d.recall back the times when we met up,the only topic btw us was---guys!haha.biasalah..girls ma..

well..gonna stop working soon.miss school life so much n i cant wait to step into uni or college.currently still waiting for public uni entrance,hope can get my favourite course--law.actually i'm not sure if i'm really interested in it.am i?friends all told me it's wasted if i dump science subject n take up law.it might be tough for me but who cares?i think the most important thing is i really interested in it if not i cant really focus in it even upu offers me medic(ppl always think that who take up this course is all smart students)sucks la.

15 june--will be my last day step into LLTC.i'm sure i'm gonna miss all my colleagues.everyday i'm surrounded with happiness(when laugh n jokes with colleagues) n of cos i feel so tension when the tasks accumulated till i hardly breath.well,LLTC is somewhere i learnt
-how to do audit works
-stocktake
-print report(already expert in this^.^)
-how to mix around with ppl n communicate with colleagues,subordinates,boss n of cos client!
-suppress our emotion when u at work(cant let our emotion affects our mood--subsequently jobs
not done well..=p
-'steal bone' when boss is not arround.yeeepi^.^
-sms without being recorded under the CCTV.haha.
-reclassify all the files n documents
-call client(sometimes get scolded when clients in bad mood..=p.geramnya..)
-extend break time(when go out do audit,haha..sshh..)
-force ppl to say 'good morning' to me.haha.
-make my colleagues go crazy!hahaha..i like it!=pp

to be continue....

as i'm so sleepy right now.brain get stuck.haha.better go sleep.yday night get gastric n i couldnt sleep well(only fell asleep at around 1.30am n awoke few times in the midnight!sob)hope can sleep well tonight.good night ya everybody..

<笨蛋就是我>

整一个多月没写部落格了。最近都不知道自己在忙什么...生活过得充实吗？有意义吗？现在的我是真正的我吗？对于未来，我感到一片茫然...今天一早醒来，心里觉得酸酸的..回想起以前
的点点滴滴，心里疼了一下...我讨厌自己，我讨厌这么脆弱的自己...为什么一直以来都在委屈自己，难道一点都不觉得辛苦吗？？当好朋友骂你笨蛋的时候，你有听到吗？？还没醒吗？？一直活在眼泪当中，那种滋味不难受吗？曾经试过放下，却又不舍得..到底还有什么值得我去留念？唉...新的生活虽然慢慢的冲淡了某些回忆，但有一些回忆已经深深烙印在我心里的最深处..无论怎样也不会磨灭的..我知道这仅存的回忆并不代表什么，只是人生中里，彩色盘的一部份吧了..好了，是时候真正的迎接新生活了，尝试去接受它总好过一直活在回忆当中...加油吧魏瑞仪！

prom night~

kinda busy these few days so din update my blog.was having a heavey dinner on 27th--->sunway prom night.The day before the prom night,went out with mei theng to hunt for heels!very fast she get one.then two of us had drinks at kopitiam n chit-chatted bout our recent life.After that,as we shopping,we passed through a 'love test' machine.mt tried before so she asked me to try as well.so ,i tried n it showed---dead fish!wat the heck is this..means my current condition like dead fish?really disappointed.hahaha..

the day finally arrived--prom night.rushed home after finish working.not enough time to prepare n we were late for an hour.hahaha..after reached there,i told mt that i wished i can go home immediately as i dun even know anyone of them except jerry,elaine, n abel.lolx.n there are so many pretty girls.really felt that myself was a stupid being there.no NEXT TIME.hahaha.here are some pics.







taking pics when ppl perfoming..hahaha..no respect~





after the dinner we got our second round!----->krave.but due to some reasons,at last me n my fren end up at frens cafe.sob.


the environment was in a cosy ambience.i've ordered a glass of deep blue sea n my fren ordered tequila with orange flavour.the deep blue sea was vodka flavour.drank till half way,both of us were feeling dizzy n started getting high.hahaha..we were wondering whether we able to get home anot as we were so dizzy.two of us not even able to stand properly .haha.first time feel so high..i think there will be more fun if can go clubbing next time!haha..really can't wait for it..
was drinking my deep blue sea..taste good~haha.

~busy~

yesteday was out for the whole day.went jusco to celebrate my friend's birhtday.she treated me a meal at secret recipe.hehe.really thanks ya n happy buffday to u(zheng ning)..then continue with my entertaiment on that day--karaoke.haha.so my next destination was ebox.met chuk kuan n her fren.lol.3 of us were shouted so crazily..sang FIR's songs non stop till sore throat.haha.but really enjoyed it very much.after that rushed home as i've to attend a dinner at sin lai hou fuk hotel.forgot 6pm is the busy hour,jammed so terribly.so late d:( SS network was helding function yday.n congrates to my bro as he has bcm gold master.hey bro,really hope that u can attain your success in few years time.i'll always give u my full supports!hehe.
well,today went parade with jen n anna.thought of goin coral to kenakan kar ming one but he was busy working.no time to bother us also.n where's the 10% discount??haha.stupid kar ming!next time take leave la n go out with us.i've waited till my neck grow few inch long d.lolx.
ok la,even though the night still young but gotta sleep(panda eyes getting more n more serious)haha.n now gotta drink my 'yin wo' first.hehe...winks~
good night everybody!sweet dreams too~

~love~

what love is all about??i'm wondering..i think love is sacred;love is a process that leads u all the way in your life..it brings you happiness n sadness.love is a very powerful act,it can always convey inexhaustible love n cares to your loved one.One would bcm erratic when he's in love n it can just make someone go crazy!well,love is smth of a miracle,it just happen all of a sudden..

read newspaper just now,it makes me feel so insecure about marriage.should marriage be a lifelong commitment?Marriage is an instituition where responsibility is the main factor.when entering into it,couples agree to give up many aspects of their life(including a great deal of freedom)-to set up a family.Putting aside all idealistic n religious or even moral value considerations,it's still a good arrangement to stay married to one partner for life.Couples should grow old together n take care of each other.

Usually,the understanding of each other after a long time,couples have would develop into a firm relationship which would ideally be lifelong.last time i was so innocent,i thought that first love will last forever.however,it seems that my thinking is so immature n stupid.'dating' is the only process to let you know bout your loved one more deeply..each other will be trying to change in order to sustain a relationship.don't think that u dun need to carry any responsibility when u're just in love.it does!everything u go through in your life is the arrangement of God.my fren told me,when God ask u to leave,it doesn't mean to leave u empty,it's His 'will' to leave u a better one.
well,overall i think it's better to have loved n lost than not to have loved at all.it's great to indulge yourself in love!(*.*)

~KL's trip~

yesterday had a trip to kl with my cousin n friends.first destination-kl tower.last month went to klcc n now visiting kl tower pula.i think we as the citizens of M'sia must get to know all the attractions in M'sia so that only can be considered as a responsible citizen!hahaha..well, one person was charged RM38.i think quite expensive cos you only get to view the city from top of kl tower.next destination-zoo negara(not my 'will' to go,just bring my cousin's son go there visit only).oh my godness..dun ever ask me to go zoo negara anymore especially under the hot sun!it was damn hot yday.i'm gonna melt cos i'm puteri lilin!hahaha..actually my skin was kinda sensitive when get exposed under the hot sun,will feel itchy n red..so suffer.but it was a sweet memory too.last destination-the mines wonderland!felt so excited as it has been around ten years since i've been there.well,not much changes there.you still can enjoy the musical performance,lion dance n so on.you can view my photos through friendster!before went back home,we had supper at kajang---kajang satay.Kajang was well known with its satay so you can see many stalls selling satay.i felt funny when i saw they're selling satay tulang ayam!haha.how can tulang ayam be made into satay.i was wondering.haha.then also got satay paru-paru,satay arnab,satay unta,satay rusa...so you can just try it out next time!quite nice..------END--HOME-winks^^

sick!

yea..i'm sick right after celebrating cny.too bad.or else homesick?haha..yday went for reunion dinner.very enjoyed especially the games---king's game.haha.was kinda funny when kenakan ppl.i was asked to kiss someone's ear!yuckss..feel like vomiting after i kissed..then also asked to touch someone's nose with my nose.really very geli la..haha..can't stop laughing when i looked at that person or even when i get closer to her.haha.overall i'm kinda enjoy my life now but also feel very lost(in the sense of future)..

'chinese new year'

well,was damn busy for the whole week.really enjoyed my cny!feel so happy..cos really spent all my time with my friends n family.busy gambling,chatting,shopping n sing k.haha.yday went to celebrate my brother's birthday at MP for lunch,shopping then continue at ebox till midnight.was quite scaring when the time back cos only left my friend n i(my bro n his gf leaved for movie).too bad.haha.recently quite confused with my 'feeling'.i can't differentiate which type is 'feel' n which type is 'love'..it has disrupted my life totally..quite enjoying my single life,dun feel like want to change the condition now.now only i realise my target n just wanna strive for it so i dun hope anything special happen..god bless*.*

holiday mood

wow..it has been a long time since school holiday.working life no more long holiday but this coming cny got 9 days holiday so feel quite happy.hehe.i can really spend my time with my beloved family n friends.well,still dun have any cny's mood.just hoping for the best after cny.new year new beginning,new hope!hehe.i'll be strong n survive!

friendship??

well..i thought i'm having an entirely new life..vry happy indulging myself into the new environment.. somehow smth happened.n i thought friendship can be forever..n i really hope it can be forever..cos friendship really vry hard to build up..but i dun think everthing can return to the starting point..as i really dunoe how to face it.n i think i'm really changed.no more the 'useless ngui swee yee'.i always tell myself must be tough,must really learn how to protect myself.last time used to be so dependent,i swear it'll no more happen in my life!is 'NEVER'!now i know what i want n i'll strive for it no matter how difficult it'll be!i must attain success in my life.no FAILURE.no EXCUSES.